(can't type in Thai)

FUC.....ing TIRED!!!

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i was so drunk last nite!!

....haven't had any Algohol in my blood for a while..

realize...this time i shouldn't...get any drunk!!

dont wanna feel anything (like hurt myself) anymore...

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and again i went to "Sisley party" The Orientel Hotel-back to "people and society"

and by accident..feel hungry..

got lost (as usual)..passed "Hualumpong" sth. popped up "yeah!!why not??just dropped by say hi to "Golf"my ex-gig..

that's the reason of getting drunk!!!and so damned drunk!!!

he was nice but still...he's not the one for me even he's trying so much...

"Loves too complicated to understand"

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i'm so tired and sick, mentally + physically.

working too much just to earn that "potential" and to forget.

I've talked to him today. Nothing special nothing nothing and nothing.

He has his own way and i have "Mine"..

So...it's Nothing except some Bull shit feeling in my heart!!!

S U C K zzzzzzzzzzzz